not really into blogging for these months. Lots of stuff that i wish 2 write but it seems impossbile due to the fact im a civil servant. work has been tough, becoz of work, i seem to cut off my small chats n talks wif my frens, damm. regretting now.

Went to poly this monday, had a 2 day MC, den followed by a MC on thurs n im on leave yesterday, worked for only 1 day in this whole week. well. it seems nice to have such a long leave, but it is sucky. work gonna be pilling up the table as i type wif every more letter. but HECK wif de work man. Work is everlasting. its a whole damm circle. finish more and more will come.

Had a 50dollar increment from now onwards, looking forward to my Coporal promotion, more money. more savings. Rank doesnt seem impt to me. for wadever i do, ill be out in 1 year n 2months time. Time reallly does flies. iv been in Police for 10months. thats. i spent 10months learning lots of new stuff, n seeing lots of new things. n also losing some things-which i never thought i will lose.

Time to sign off. darn medicine, seems like 99.9% alcohol to me. 5ml 2 tsp 3times a day, thats a knockout blow to my brain everytime i drink that 2 tsp. Geez, that knockout blow is round de corner. Takecare folks n my frens. For im going asleep for sometime. til de sun rise frm the east, ill awake from thereon.

My thoughts
What am i, whats my purpose, life makes me feel so weird. Why do we humans, are the only species in this planet that are able to make such sophisticated creations yet singlehandedly feeding gunpower to the cannon which will destroy our atmosphere and us?. Fluid that flow beneath our skin is RED, We have de same common features, but why do 1 differ so much from another? Why do people kill one another? PEACE seems a word to preach but not to practise for some people. For the name of PEACE, u kill someone, that is contradicatory. Im now standing here writing this, for i noe, the amt of bombs in this planet is enough to blow the whole earth into bits and pieces.