it shall be all positive.

I learnt alot from this. Being in a relationship, is not about, how much time we spend together, but rather, how do we spend our limited time together, its the quality, never the quantity.

To be even able to be in an relationship, it is always about, what can we enrich each other with, our lives should live as per normal even though we are together, the world does not revolve around just the 2 of us, the world spins as per usual even if we are together, attached, married or single. This is where, when we are in a RS, i need to constantly upgrade, improve, enrich myself, to ensure that, we are not dragged behind, we are always moving forward, pushing forward.

In the past 2 months, other then having her by my side, i see no significant improvement of my personal self, in fact, i despise that me. Yes she is important, but life is not just about her, life is about everything that moulds us as who we are. Like a heart beep tracked on the monitor, it has its ups and downs.

Moving forward, learning, experiencing new things, pushing the next level and rejoice over the present, is what important, if the person i love, stagnant whilst with me, what a tragic disfavour i am doing to her.