is this the end? seems like it

after officially being together for 2 months, she wanted it to end yesterday. Prior to yesterday, i could feel that there were problems between us, we cant seem to communicate, not sure issit because we both find each other topics too random or uninteresting.

I dont doubt our feelings for each other, i believe my feelings for her was stronger. For everything that we have done together, i really enjoyed it, this is certainly one of the best moments of my life.

When she pulled the plug yesterday, i felt awful. My dreams in the night did not help, they were all about her. I woke up, feeling worse before i slept. This was when i felt, there were so many promises that we have made to each other for the future, her birthday was round the corner, i was looking forward to bringing her for a trip, we have yet to drink our red wine, im still waiting for her nintendo batteries, many many.

I was looking forward to it, now, im still looking forward to it.