ashamed of myself.

coming to adulthood, yet, a moment of carelessness, has punished me again. this time, the punishment was much more severe, it punished me and a very special friend of mine. my mistakes, are not just affecting me, but people who i cherish, care n concerns. This is extreme recklessness to will time to time, come to haunt me, on how i have forsaken and abused the trust that i have been entrusted to.

Thou shan't speak of things that one does not have full mastery on, as thou shall look as a fool in the presence of the learned.