that regret and pain is still within my heart. I met her just now, she seems annoyed and angry at me. She said, she does not feel like talking to me, over that mistake i made. Yes, it is a really bad mistake, which i cant even forgive myself.

I really hope she can put my mistake behind her, it is easier said than done. I will give her space & time and i hope, she, will return to my side. I hope for the best for her, i hope she will live for the better, i longed for her smile and laughter n giggles.

I wrote a letter to her, with each word i penned, a tear fell. I just hope she can feel the sincerity behind the letter. Im not sure whether she remembers my blog and do see what i wrote here, this is the sanctuary where my inner feelings are kept, i dont outpour them frequently, its only here, where i seek the solace of the 4 walls of the cyberspace.

If you can see this. Please be assured that i will give you your space. Sighs jeremy. This is a fucking mistake made by you to fucking screw up ur fucked up life. Im fucked. I fucking miss her. damn.

i think, the only thing i can do for her, is to ensure that my notes, will be aid her in the exams.